Genesis 32:22-31, Matthew 14:13-21
Have you ever struggled? With a situation that was wrong. With a person who upset you. With a circumstance that seemed hopeless?
We wrestle with God more than we’d admit. The disciples were sure they knew how the day was supposed to go. Jesus teaches; folks go home. Jesus says, “You give them something to eat.” Not what they wanted to hear, so they wrestled.
Here, wrestling takes the form of justification. Because the disciples expect the world to be a certain way, they argue against anything that might alter that pattern. Even God has to conform to their preconceived understandings. We get what we expect.
God would give us what is needful and what is life-transforming. So, we wrestle.
Jacob was sure his brother would attack him, so he was on guard. He got surprised, and leaped to his defense. Don’t we do that with life a lot? Something new or threatening comes along, and we jump on it, try to beat it up, and out of our lives. Jacob couldn’t beat this intruder though. When the stranger or the strange thing is from God, we can’t win either. So we wrestle. All night long, if that’s what it takes. For years, if we have the stubbornness. We will do just about anything to get God off our backs.
God would change us in ways that bring new promise and possibility to our lives. But we don’t want that. So, we wrestle.
Two last points. One, this wrestling happens all the time, and everyone goes through it. Not saying it is good or bad, but God knows that it is and that it will be.
Point two, is this. The more time we spend wrestling, the less time we have for God’s new life in ours.
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